Filling in the Gaps: Just Hello No. 10

Hello everyone! How are you? Hope you are doing fine. I just came from my precinct to cast my vote for the Barangay and SK Elections. I hope those who will win will find solutions to fill the gap we have in our society, which I believe are the hindrances to our progress as a nation.

So much for that, I want to share to you some things I was so filled about these past few days, and on all the time I have been missing in this blog.

I have been so sad with some things. I am not happy anymore with all I am going through. I am failing with my targets. I feel tired doing the things I used to love. I am not starting anything on my long checklist. And, I keep on thinking how I could accomplish all of it. I do not know if I can still cope up with all the life crises that I have. Sometimes, we ask why we’re here in this world and what really our purpose, if everything we are doing are really the things we are ought to do. There are times I am so satisfied, and there are also times I think everything I encounter is already too much and this “everything” is something which does not fill the hole inside me and I have to get out.

Perhaps, this is one of the worries we encounter in our mid life. I have been experiencing this since my 23 and I keep on fighting because it is what we have to do, right? Just keep going, even nothing is already left, even we are already drained, even if we see no light at all. I know all kinds of situation depend so much on how we accept and handle it, and it is something that I keep on reminding myself again and again. At the end of this all, I deeply believe the Lord God has purpose and we will realize our purpose, and that is our way to be happy.

Thank you for reading this and I pray our Lord God will bless all the work of your hand. Till next!